Don't you just hate that? uncomfortable silences, why do we feel its necessary to talk about bull in order to be comfortable? Do you ever get that feeling where tou don't wanna talk to anybody? You don't wanna smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all u can do is wait. All people dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their mind, wake in the morning to find that it was vanity. But the dreamers of the day are dangerous people, for they dream their dreams with open eyes, and make them come true. People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within.
There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be. That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down. But those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you.It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are. So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be. Because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.
"I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that its eating me and one day, there won't be anyting left of me. Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheeks. I run away from and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me and I don't know what to do I just know that that pain I felt so long ago its hurting ten times more."
Lost in words. Hidden in lies. Memories forgotten. Silent goodbyes :']
There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be. That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down. But those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you.It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are. So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be. Because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.
"I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that its eating me and one day, there won't be anyting left of me. Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheeks. I run away from and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me and I don't know what to do I just know that that pain I felt so long ago its hurting ten times more."